The clues I have been waiting for have come to me. All of a sudden. 5 a.m. will always have a great significance for me for the rest of my days. The time, the code, the clues cascading into my heart and mind. I am a new person now. In many ways, wishes were granted. I will accept that grace of granted wishes. I will go with it, with the rightness of what's inside of me now. I will go with it no matter what anyone else thinks.
Even though it has never felt like it until now, this is my life.
There is a lot for me to do.
Regret will never again have her way with me.
There is a lot of beauty I will discover.
I will pass it on to the diabolical world when I find it.
I hope in the end I am a panacea for something.